1) Always pop to my seat and say "Kelly(Fanny), I think you have to work faster or else can't finish."
My thinking bubble: "why shouldnt you manage your time probably, and really think about the whole flow of the project..now they are expecting me doing 3 pages of creation of layouts, slicing of the html pages in one day, and they never had confirm text and layout in mind, after i do, keep changing and keep changing..and now expect me to work faster..hey man, plse make ur fleaking mind clear..what you want first, before u rush me. I am not a rubbish bin to collect your gas and shit.
2) "Wei, dont be so calculative wif me, if you tell me u do OT during sat and sun, bear in mind, when not so busy days..u can leave office sharp at 7pm!" and u see the other colleague "her name" , also some time stay till 11-12pm to do ot for her work.
My thinking bubble: Hey u, when not the peek days, i still have stuff to work on..and i am effection enough to finish my wk, with sufficient time. And if really nothg to do, is ur fault, i did ask u what i can do next...and leave on time is correct deed, I never leave earlier like others of ur assistant, i never exceed my lunch time..and regarding the other colleague ot, is her efficient prob..if she cant do it fast, is her own experience prob. Now you are giving me insufficient time to finish impossible task..
3)"Moreover, dont forget your internet claim, (our company had a limited claims amount for internet usage) I already increase it fr initally $200 t0 hk$300, you are in marketing team others only claim $200 really treat you very good le." "By the way, i also dont think you at home will use internet for company work lor!"
My thinking bubble: Hey Madam, why production team's designer able to claim $300 and me also a designer use only $200? and they design..i also designer..wat is the different? Though i am in marketing team, i dont use the phone as much as urs, my wk task are mainly internet webpage design..why cant i ask for fair claims?
4) Around 9.30pm in office, after 6-7 rounds of her unclear mind of a page correction..i juz a small comment, "i feel abit giddy~" my manager heard that and she say" Giddy, hey u cant be giddy , u still had long way to go..u have to finish the stuff before u can go"
My thinking bubble: damn u...haiz..i am nt really a machine and even a machine will break down wif tis kind of hash treatment..
Yesterday i really really disappointed with her saying, i didnt fight back, of course not telling her how i feel, i just feel no point to tell her..since she wont take my reason in heart...no point explain to her. She just want the result. And i did tell the case to my bf, he tell me ..may be i didnt know how to push away the ball to others or back to manager..Yes, may be..
But, yesterday..i really tense up, mind tired, go toilet 2 times (really stomach sick, may be too tense up) been working full speed and full concentrate, for the project.
After all, after talk to my bf, i just felt that, why should i been so hard working for her..i thk, i will use my normal speed...normaly feeling for the task..i should relax, no point, make my health, become so poor, my mind so fleak out, and i miss alot of time wif my sis, friends catching time...
In life, there are so much more other thing to do..to treasure..i wont work for life.. i hope i can life for work..I am not a machine~
Really feel better after say it all out..now is early morning..been to the toilet a few times, cant sleep..and hope to type it out to relax my thoughts..and make my self remember..i should learn a lesson..and wont step on it again~
